Monday, March 16, 2009
"it would have been foolish to take up your offer. but i was a fool for you.
only now when i see things clearer, i see that you were fool for me too"
i can't stand not knowing, and it's hard to forget about it when the suspense is greater. all the ifs and could-have-beens, but i realise i only imagine the good stuff, never the downsides. expectations can turn out bad, like biting into a sweet apple, only to find you've also bitten into a worm. i dont think i will forget cos these pictures bring back so many memories, but i will let go eventually.
i have this sudden urge to see my friends get married, i want to be invited to weddings so badly. I think it's the idea of being able to dress up in pretty gowns/dresses, admire the decor, eat good food, and be surrounded by very happy people. I can't think of any other occasion that matches a wedding atmosphere, they're all very safe and peaceful..they are full of GOOD. someone, just go get hitched pleaaseeeee, make me your bridesmaid!!
oh and I've been saving up for a car recently, and it's taking so long. wait for good news, guys!!
(Happy birthday, daddy. have a great one, without me.)
~sallo
11:29 pm
