Tuesday, August 22, 2006
GGGGGGGGGGGGGAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
What is e frickin use in ponning school if i'm not gonna study at home?? I'm just lazing arnd half the time and prelims is in ONE WEEK. Shit it. I'm totally grateful ah-bao lent me her bio, cos if not i'd have nutthin to study hahah. I still don't get how cum i ponned till i have so many incomplete notes?? Thanks BAOHUI!!! Life saver. I'm dating Leeling out to study on fri cos i really dn think i can study by myself anymore. It's just not working.
Anw the reason why i'm posting this is cos i just saw a G. And i'm going "shitshitshitshitshit! SCREW!!!" after reading it. Oh man, this isn't good and i feel kinda bad abt it cos deep down, i know it's A BIT true. But only a bit lah. I mean, it's not done intentionally or purposely...most of them don't even noe they're doing it. It's more likely bcos we're not let in, so it's hard for it to happen the other way round too. Sigh, it's not suppose to be like this, u noe...i never thot u people felt so strongly abt it. Anw, tho i'll never have e guts to tell u in the face or admit that i've been to the G, IT'S NOT LIKE THAT AT ALL...NOBODY THINKS THAT WAY!!!!! HONEST!!!!!
And i'm pissed at _____ cos she's so mean. How can u be like that?! TSK. What have i done to u for u to make it so personal?? Like seriously, even other pple can tell lah! I was thinking abt reasons as to way u'd feel that way, and guess what, i've come up with only 2. ONLY TWOOOOOOOOOO and they're totally NOT major, and ur treating me like some...some...i dunno what. Im guessing i'm being bitched abt, and ur the one leading it. WA LAO. FYI, i'm not going to make it a big deal out of it, cos if u feel that way, then go on. But if u play with the others' mind, i'm so gg to be a bitch. I STILL CAN'T BELIEVE YOU SAID THAT!!! Hmppph.
~sallo
8:49 pm
Friday, August 11, 2006
Woah, this has been ages...i wonder what i'm doing back here. Esp since it's like 2 weeks to prelims.
Anws, i have a lot on mind recently so maybe that's why i need a place to rant. I tried to keep a diary, u noe the old-fashion pen-and-paper one, but i keep cancelling out words and it looks bloody messy. Thank goodness for the computer and the backspace button.
I love Craig David's songs btw.
I have new motivation to go to school. I hope it goes away soon tho, cos i don't like it.
I really can't stand that PRISSY BITCH. Sheesh. Can she please act her age??? She's a bloody grown-up and she acts like some deprived teenager. I wish the guys would be less diplomatic and suan her the way she needs to be suan-ed. HAHAHAH AND SHE CANNOT DANCE FOR NUTS!!!!
I have a sudden urge to go on a holiday!! With whom, i don't care. Oh, i don't wanna go with adults tho. Class or Leeling and xy sounds good...I think our class should bond more. The national day thing we had to do was fun while it lasted, i think we rocked that day :)
Why do u tell me confusing things? I don't noe what they mean and i don't noe how to react to them. I'm flattered and i definitely rather noe about them than not, but u make me get excessively happy then overly bummed out.
Did i mention i won a iPod nano?? So funkaaaaay!!! Dunno if it's real or not, i'll let u noe once i collect it woohoo! Wah i rarely win things, i realise.
I've lost the urge to blog alr..haha i'm just trying to pass the time till the dumb download (Craig David's album) is done.
~sallo
7:41 pm
