Tuesday, April 04, 2006
I am blue.
Today can be safely ranked amongst my top 30 worst days. Probably my 25th worst day??
I was late for school, got booked. Nvm that's quite routine anyways.
Then due to the STUPID new rule, i had to sit at the foyer till 815am instead of joining the rest of the school in lecture. What is the point in doing that? I didn't get to attend the lect, i don't get to learn(not that i wld, cos lects are lousy) and i certainly didn't feel a single pang of remorse. Okay, whatever.
Then during econs tut, i got told off by Tan cos i didn't bring econs notes. My excuse: I accidentally packed my bag for wednesday instead of tuesday. Sounds a bit dumb, i noe..i felt stupid for saying it. BUT IT'S TRUE!!!! So for that, i had to stand for one period or so. Whatever.
Then he started asking me questions and i tell u in all seriousness, my macroecons really SUCKS BIG TIME. I just started making notes yesterday, so i will improve, but don't bombard me now man!! Since i'm the kind that blanks out when getting yelled at, i cldnt reply. So do the math: Limited answers in a flustered brain + total fatigue= horrid stammering and more scoldings. WHATEVER.
Oh i got an O for my econs i think.
I really am banking on bio. So when i got it back, i was praying so hard i didn't fail AGAIN. Guess what. I did. Fuckfuckfuckfuck. I was so sad, tears just fell in class. Thank God evadne was there and took me to the bathroom. Made me feel better--slightly.
Bloody econs test afterwards, and like i said, i only JUST started studying. So screwed again. Mr Tan will blow his top i think.
It rained so much in school today, so me and samme had to wait FOREVER for the rain to stop. Delayed me for abt 30mins?? Of all days, man.
I am so tired of school. It's stressful in every sense of the word. I HATE HATE HATE school today. Apparantly Ling and Sham are sad too. Ling msged me telling me she was depressed cos her teacher scolding her...isn't that so coincidental??? Moral of the story: TEACHERS ARE SUCH ASSHOLES SOMETIMES. aiyar whatever...i'm apathetic already.
Did i mention my GP sucked too?? Brilliant day huh.
~sallo
6:38 pm