Friday, April 14, 2006
I am grounded, thanks you very much mum. So let's review the penalties:
1.Curfew of 7pm
2.Immediate return to home upon the ending of school
3.Use of the computer for up to 2hours each week
4.Compulsory completion of school and tuition homework
And if my grades do not improve to an average of Cs by block test2,
5.Confiscation of mobile phone
6.Restricted use of the television
7.Transfer of all household chores to me
HELLO??????? You might as well put me in prison. And now i don't even dare tell her abt my 3 for PW. GAHHHH!!
So nowadays, if i ever want to go out, i have to do it after school and my excuse will be "CCA is damn hiong". Hahaha i'm in SEC for goodness sakes, but then again, she doens't hafta noe :)
So yest, there was supposed to be this class outing dinner, at 630pm. I was so surprised she let me go!! Anw that's not the point. The TOTAL highlight of the day was me, shanie and steph going to shanie's house from 330 to 6 and watching the HOTTEST show ever.
DIRTY DANCING!!!!!!!
OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOGM Diego Luna aka Javier is HOTHOTHOTHOTHOTHOTHOT hahahaha! We were all swooning..and the latin dancing...*gasps*. The music was amazing, the dancing was amazing, the actors were amazing, the costumes were amazing, everything was amazing. We're gonna buy the sound track from HMV!! SIGH!
We were singing "represent represent CUBA!!" all the way frm her house to Taka. SIGH!!
Aiyar, i'm so screwed up lah. I shld stop failing so much. I shld just go to Cuba.
~sallo
5:30 pm
Monday, April 10, 2006
It's 1130 AM, it's a monday, it's not a holiday and guess what? I just woke up, having brekky (or brunch) and using the comp at HOME whahahahaha! And talking to sham on msn! Hahahaha, dumb girl cldnt get up after a night of.......wait for this.......SOCCER on TV. TSKkkkkkkkk.
I'm listening to BSB and reminds me of XY so badly. And the bunch of them always choreographing dances in e class, blasting music. SIghhhh, nostalgia.
Oh and Blue just started singing Best in Me... I rmber Lee being hot. And Duncan too. Reminds me of xinyi AGAIN, with her posters. all over the door ahhahaha. I'm in the mood for love songs with a beat tdae...they're just nice to listen to.
Bob Carlisle's Butterfly Kisses is damndamndamn good. I cried cos it's so sweet last time. I wanna go find the lyrics and post them up...wait.
There's two things I know for sure:
She was sent here from heaven and she'sdaddy's little girl.
As I drop to my knees by her bed at night
She talks to Jesus and I close my eyes
andI thank god for all the joy in my life
For butterfly kisses after bedtime prayer;
sticking little white flowers all up in her hair;
"Walk beside the pony, Daddy, it's my first ride."
"I know the cake looks funny, Daddy, but I sure tried."
In all that I've done wrong
I know I musthave done something right
to deserve a hug every morning
and butterfly kisses at night...
Sweet 16 today
She's looking like her mama
a little more everyday
One part woman, the other part girl.
To perfume and make-up
from ribbons and curls
Trying her wings out in a great big world.
But I remember
Butterfly kisses after bedtime prayer;
stickinglittle white flowers all up in her hair.
"You know how much I love you, Daddy,
But if you don't mind
I'm only gonna kiss you on the cheek this time."
With all that I've done wrong
I must have donesomething right
to deserve her love every morning
and butterfly kisses at night.
All the precious time
Like the wind, the years go by.
Precious butterfly.
Spread your wings and fly.
She'll change her name today.
She'll make a promise and I'll give her away.
Standing in the bride-room just staring at her.
She asked me what I'm thinking
and I said
"I'm not sure-I just feel like I'm losing my baby girl."
She leaned over and gave me butterfly kisses
with her mama there,
Sticking little white flowers all up in her hair
"Walk my down the aisle, Daddy-it's just about time."
"Does my wedding gown look pretty, Daddy?
Daddy, don't cry!"
Oh, with all that I've done wrong
I must havedone something right.
To deserve your love every morning
and butterflykisses-
I couldn't ask God for more,
man this is what love is.
I know I gotta let her go,
but I'll always remember
every hug in the morning
and butterfly kisses.
How sweet right? I love the song.
Oh and here's atomic kitten..sounds familiar hu are they?? Hmm, u noe bands like Mcfly and Busted...i realised i'd never even noe abt them in so much detail if i weren't sitting next to raiza. SHE IS HIGH ON BRIT BANDS. Omg, she kept buying Hello! and Top of the Pops, and we'd read tgt...I have serious nostalgia man.
~sallo
11:31 am
Sunday, April 09, 2006
The Five Love Languages
My primary love language is probably
Quality Timewith a secondary love language being
Acts of Service.
Complete set of results
| Quality Time: | | 10 |
| Acts of Service: | | 7 |
| Physical Touch: | | 7 |
| Receiving Gifts: | | 3 |
| Words of Affirmation: | | 3 |
Information
Unhappiness in relationships, according to Dr. Gary Chapman, is often due to the fact that we speak different love languages. Sometimes we don't understand our partner's requirements, or even our own. We all have a "love tank" that needs to be filled in order for us to express love to others, but there are different means by which our tank can be filled, and there are different ways that we can express love to others.
Take the quiz
Hahaha, so if u love me, spend time with me. I don't need bought gifts, i'd rather u make them for me. Like sand from my fav beach or a bookmark with my name on it...i'll love it all.
~sallo
7:38 pm
I have dropped econs!!! ARGHHHHHHH, and the topics were just getting interesting!! Aiyah watever, since i've done it, there's no point looking back huh.
I WANT TO BE A GYNAE I WANT TO BE A GYNAE I WANT TO BE A GYNAE I WANT TO BE A GYNAE I WANT TO BE A GYNAE I WANT TO BE A GYNAE I WANT TO BE A GYNAE I WANT TO BE A GYNAE I WANT TO BE A GYNAE I WANT TO BE A GYNAE I WANT TO BE A GYNAE I WANT TO BE A GYNAE I WANT TO BE A GYNAE I WANT TO BE A GYNAE I WANT TO BE A GYNAE I WANT TO BE A GYNAE I WANT TO BE A GYNAE I WANT TO BE A GYNAE I WANT TO BE A GYNAE. (I ALSO WANT TO MEET DMIITRIY).
I have such a noble aspiration. I want to bring life into this world. I want to be the one to comfort the parents-to-bes' anxieties and tell them of the bundle of joy they will hold in their arms in 9months. I want to see them thru their journey of pre-parenthood. I want to receive their anxious phone calls and be there to tell them "it's only normal, ur baby is fine." I want to listen to and share their proud aspirations for their future child. I want that their full trust be placed in me when the time comes. I want to be there at the crucial moment and deliver their child. I want to see the proud smiles on the fathers' faces and see the tears of joy on the mothers'. I want to be the one that places their beautiful creation in their arms. I want to hear their gratitude and cry tears of joy with them. I WANT I WANT I WANT.
Anw. OMG xinyi, what did u say in ur email to dmitriy abt me??! What did he say!!! OMG!! Show me his email!! Let's go watch ice age2 btw!
~sallo
7:23 pm
Tuesday, April 04, 2006
I am blue.
Today can be safely ranked amongst my top 30 worst days. Probably my 25th worst day??
I was late for school, got booked. Nvm that's quite routine anyways.
Then due to the STUPID new rule, i had to sit at the foyer till 815am instead of joining the rest of the school in lecture. What is the point in doing that? I didn't get to attend the lect, i don't get to learn(not that i wld, cos lects are lousy) and i certainly didn't feel a single pang of remorse. Okay, whatever.
Then during econs tut, i got told off by Tan cos i didn't bring econs notes. My excuse: I accidentally packed my bag for wednesday instead of tuesday. Sounds a bit dumb, i noe..i felt stupid for saying it. BUT IT'S TRUE!!!! So for that, i had to stand for one period or so. Whatever.
Then he started asking me questions and i tell u in all seriousness, my macroecons really SUCKS BIG TIME. I just started making notes yesterday, so i will improve, but don't bombard me now man!! Since i'm the kind that blanks out when getting yelled at, i cldnt reply. So do the math: Limited answers in a flustered brain + total fatigue= horrid stammering and more scoldings. WHATEVER.
Oh i got an O for my econs i think.
I really am banking on bio. So when i got it back, i was praying so hard i didn't fail AGAIN. Guess what. I did. Fuckfuckfuckfuck. I was so sad, tears just fell in class. Thank God evadne was there and took me to the bathroom. Made me feel better--slightly.
Bloody econs test afterwards, and like i said, i only JUST started studying. So screwed again. Mr Tan will blow his top i think.
It rained so much in school today, so me and samme had to wait FOREVER for the rain to stop. Delayed me for abt 30mins?? Of all days, man.
I am so tired of school. It's stressful in every sense of the word. I HATE HATE HATE school today. Apparantly Ling and Sham are sad too. Ling msged me telling me she was depressed cos her teacher scolding her...isn't that so coincidental??? Moral of the story: TEACHERS ARE SUCH ASSHOLES SOMETIMES. aiyar whatever...i'm apathetic already.
Did i mention my GP sucked too?? Brilliant day huh.
~sallo
6:38 pm
Monday, April 03, 2006
School is horrid. Actually, it's the studying that's horrid. I can't believe how dumb i am, cos so many pple are getting Better Bs for chem and Admirable As for maths and whatnots. I am getting Fricking Fs. In case ur from Hogwarts and reading this, it means i'm getting T for trolls for my papers.
I AM A USELESS BUM.
I wanna drop a subject. But which one, oh the dilema is killing me...i think chem.Then i think again, econs. Then i think again again, chem. Then i think that i should stop thinking. My doctor dreams are shattered, you know..i mean, like, u drop a glass bottle then use a steamroller on it. I shall be a banker and count people's money instead.
Then i think: My econs suck too.
Leeling msged me todae to tell me she got 51.5 for GP. I like these kinda msges cos it makes me feel thought of. Sorry abt the sucky grade tho. I got F's, if that makes you feel any better.
I need DMITRIY to make me feel better :(:( I'm quite glad that i have a heart-candy that is totally TOTALLY unreachable and outta my league. Cos that means i won't crush on some idiotic guy in the school and suffer the pangs cos he's so near, yet so far.
I am STUNNED to hear that. Whatwhatwhatwhatwhat. You need to change contacts man. Or else go for Lasik. Or maybe brain surgery?? Aiyoh, so unexpected. WAKEUP!!!!
I don't like sticky people.
~sallo
6:19 pm
