Friday, February 24, 2006
I am so annoyed!!!!! There is sumthin wrong with my brain!! I saw people celebrating his birthday, and i felt so shitty. I am a USELESS PATHETIC SOD. Gah!!! I am the soppiest person alive.
Let me elaborate: Yest, we got to the cafe and plonked our bags down at a table and went off to buy food. Note--WE SAT AT THE TABLE FIRST. Then Jes got her nasi lemak really fast so she went back to the table and waited for Samme and me to get back. When we did, I kinda froze cos i saw GT sitting at the next/adjacent/really nearby table and TOTALLY REFUSED to sit there. I shlda known he wld be there cos that's like his group's usual place. WHYWHYWHY was i embarrassed..and WHAT abt?! The next day i saw a buncha pple celebrating his bdae and i kept looking over. STUPID ME. What FOR??!! Then he happened to walk past and i made eye-contact for abt 2seconds. OMG, i wanted to die on the spot. NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO...i am trying to not admit it but, i think MAYBE i still kinda have a TEENSY-WEENSY ULTRA-MINI thing fer him.
Dont you think i'm very faithful?? Since last year, u noe.
And the SHIT thing is, i really hate myself for making the situation turn out the way it is now. Somehow i just clam up if i like someone...even Samme said i totally shut up when he was arnd me. I can't help it ____________________________________________________________________________________
Anw that shldnt be the main thing here..i just mulled over it cos me and her happened to talk abt it over tau huee (how to spell) the other time.
OKAY, tdae was first class outing day and that's a BIG deal kays. Considering this is our 2nd year tgt, aiyoh. How slow. But nvm, we're getting there. We were supp to watch this "scary" film (final destination3) but it turns out that it's just GORY. Not scary, just gross. Blood and brains and guts on the floor kinda shit. I was sitting btwn weishan and javier, good, cos i thot i cld cuddle up to shanie when i got scared and javier wld prb give me a safe feeling (since guys are supp to be immune to horror.) Then shanie cldnt take it and left (ARGHH!), oh man oh man. So me and jav just kept gg "oh freak! ouchouchouch" and leaning against each other when it got gruesome. He's SUPPOSED to be BRAVE!!!! (kiddingkidding) And i spilt his entire upsized n almost un-drunk sprite, so sorry :(
THen since FD3 wasnt scary enuf, some of us went back to watch "the fog". IT IS NOT SCARY. DONT GO ON FRIDAY/SAT/SUN to watch either movie cos ur wasting $8 on a stupid show. Seriously. So we spent $16 and didn't get value for money, man! TSKified.
The girls found a new way to take neoprints without paying. Use ur handphone and point it at the camera while u pose...so smart right!!! Here's some i took from andrea, so funny!
~sallo
11:06 pm
