Thursday, August 25, 2005
I can really feel the mug-vibe in the air now. Hangout during breaks: Reading Room. Why? Because it's a place to study. I seriously dunno why all my friends dun wanna go balcony and study...I LIKE IT THERE, ya know! It's breezy, has fresh un-canned air, no stupid partitions on the tables, nice roll-around chairs that facilitate movement, a great view and best of all...it's LESS noisy than the reading room. serious lar.
And it reminds me of slacky, free, beautiful first 3months..where me and samme hung-out when we ponned PE. where we established our friendship. where we overlooked the large green field while watching our classmates play. where i secretly admired. I really miss all that. And rmbr our bench that we named "nothing"? If you do samme, please point it out to me one day cos i haf no idea which one it is.
So coincidental. I'm listening to Simple Plan's Untitled (haha no R, i'm not purposely replaying it. My RealOne shuffled so i'm listening to it by chance.) and you know how sad the song is rite? I'm feeling so nostalgic and sad now...check this out, it's so apt.So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can't explain what happened
And i can't erase the things that i've done.
No i can't.
How could this happen to me?
I've made my mistakes,
Got no where to run.
The night goes on,
as i'm fading away.
I'm sick of this life, I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me..." *Sighs* how true. Is that why u cried too, R? *sighs*. It's getting better for me now. I've making up for my mistakes...today was good. Rmbr i had a goal? The one where ONE PARTICULAR someone would take the initiative to wave/say hi to me. It sorta happened today, and I'm really glad. Does that mean i'm forgiven for my stupid mistake? Please, let's be friends.
I haven't seen too many funny things this year.. I mean the occasional person falling down (i noe i noe, i'm a sadist), the rare good joke, the seldom amusing actions... i think the funniest is Jamie falling down. (oh man! i just burst out laffing). Then today, the bus-stop thing was super funny too, samme u made me look like a retard on the bus cos i kept laffing to myself. I couldn't believe how fast he found u WHAHAHA.
Yay, daddy's back safe and sound. Thank you, Lord. Will end here, i dun wanna blog anymore.
~sallo
7:12 pm
