Inferiority complex
Tuesday, May 10, 2005
Don't know whether to feel happy or sad. Darkness mangaged to pass the interview round of council selctions...next round is the voting round and since he's so popular, HOW CAN HE NOT GET IN??? SOBS, okay i am most definitly sad about this. Now he's not only athletic, smart, hot, shuai, cute, nice, friendly, cool, etc...he's ALSO responsible. What more could I ask for?? Oh wait, i know: I ask for HIM. So i am a loser compared to him..i have nil chance, i have zilch hope, i have no idea what i am going to do...except maybe be a zero person. SOBS!!!
Okay fine, but i am happy for him. Go, Darkness!! Woohoo!! You have my vote, not because i like you, but bcos i think you'll make a great councillor.
Saw him just now as he went out of the audi...almost missed him until he was right in front of me. Just wanted to smack myself in the forehead for not seeing him coming, cos i lost time to scamper away. Then lovely jesmine tripped over the brick that held open the door and I just burst into this hideous LOUD cackle that he most positively heard...GODDED, malu nation here i come. Almost wanted to say "Hi and congrats for getting into council", but of course, thanks to all the bitches-cum-PA systems, i chickened out. Nevermind, being so near him was enough, SIGH.
Shirrin is supposed to come to SA today cos of the AC-SA rugby match. Don't exactly want to stay back till so late..CRAP he just sauntered into the library..i'm so scramming now....
~sallo
12:34 pm
