Cleared thoughts out..mostly.
Thursday, May 05, 2005
Oh gosh am damned pissed. Spend over an hour yesterday typing this post out and it just disappeared..grr. Here is whatever i rmbr of it:
I realised I have more than 4 posts dedicated to that guy i like-- let's call him Darkness. So this post will have nothing about him, apart from the previous sentence.
Well, first things first: Choir, oh darling choir. You made me spend almost an entire term with you. You took up all my time, half my life. I thought about you day and night, even memorised songs for you. I grew confused in class and fell behind in homework, all for your sake. In the end you rewarded me with a mere silver, but that's okay, because you were worth everything I gave up. You gave me new friends and a wonderful time. I love you, choir, no matter what. Congrats for the SYF.
2nd thing: I'm SO lagging behind in class. I have no idea what's going on in lectures and all i do is copy non-stop...bloody JC system. Tutorials aren't any better cos I'm still lost. SOBS. I need help, man. I have a pile of undone tutorials that just make me feel lousier and to ttop it all off, i got a perfect zero for my recent maths test. The thing is, i totally expected it...but seriously, this is the first zero i've ever gotten and it kinda stings. Ouch. I'm never gonna show my mum. BUCK UP, SARAH. Classmates are fine, i'm getting used to them...i think we'll do alright as a class.
3rd thing: I went to the Officer Cadet School (OCS) today..wah complete waste of time. Haha CMI lah, i heard it was till 3pm, so i thought why not skip chinese and econs to go on a fun excursion instead? Stupid CT gave wrong info and we only ended at 6 bloody pm. DAMNdamndamn..oh well had fun on the bus with Samme, Ah-Bao and Kel Ley...haha really funny! I'm such a great friend, huh, Kel? Careful with your bombs though..oh man so lame. I even talked to Fairness-- Waisze was seething with jealousy muahahah... he's quite nice lah but i still don't see what she sees in him, heheh. Gave her a heart attack when I waved to him, cos she was standing so near me and she thinks he knows she likes him :D
I love you, Darkness!!! (sorry, can't resist :s)
~sallo
8:13 pm
