Argh found out my PW group and I'm NOT happy. I was like "shit" when I heard the name. ARGHARGHARGHARGHARGH!!! Oh wth, the others are cool and i'm sure we'll be fine. I've made it a point to TRY and make friends, like being the first to say hi and join conversations with so-and-so. So after our first meeting in class, I'm pretty content..we've got a good group leader so hardworking (mostly) member so I hope we'll pull thru as a great team :) :)

Talking abt making friends, I realised i'm ignoring a lot of people for two different reasons. One: Because i'm trying to play it cool and look like i don't care abt them when I actually do-- A LOT. Two: I don't like them and I want them as far away from me as possible. I don't like myself for using the second reason but it's there and I'm trying to change it...really... i talked to that spastic what's-the-name group member altho the convie was totally one-sided (my side btw) bcos the person looked so uninterested. Oh, my pride. I know there's 3 of them like that and I will attempt to change. Yay! Luck to me! 2:04 pm

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