Sunday, April 03, 2005
It's 1:30 am and I've just finished watching "Interview with a Vampire" on TV. It's so sad, it makes me feel so very very very numb and useless..it's a tragic tale. Don't know how to describe the feeling, but i'm quite apathic now...the kind where I just want to forget my life, sit down in silence, play the scenes over in my mind, and mourn the sad story.
The only other time I felt like this was after I read "Flowers in the attic". Gosh..life was hell for a week after reading the story. I remember not being able to put the book down, it really consumed me in the sense that I ignored school and friends just to finish the story. Then after I finished the book, I felt so drained because I put my soul into reading that story. So much to the extent that I couldn't do homework or concentrate on classes..I just stoned. I was so OBSESSED with the story...my classmates could tell I was affected and those that were close to me (Shirrin, LeeLing, Xinyi, Raiza..)told me I changed. I cried a lot tho I still don't know why haha. But they understood, cos I made them read the whole series and they were equally shaken.
I think I'm going to stay awake in bed tonight just thinking about things.
~sallo
1:22 am
