Sorted out
Thursday, March 17, 2005
I finally "spoke" to my elder cousin, Melissa, at abt 1am this morning and I'm so glad I did. It's been amost 3 years since I last saw her as she migrated to Australia, Sydney, right after her O's. We were really close, almost like sisters in my opinion and though we called each other crude names (which i shan't mention here to protect my reputation..haha), we never meant them to hurt. Ah I still miss those days! Her rebellious ways aainst my grandparents made her a character I'll never forget...she loved them but acted as if she didn't care. And she took care of me, listened to me, showed me new perspectives I'd never have seen. I love her so much.
Caught up as much as one could over MSN at such a godforsaken time and I realised she's doing physiotherapy at the Uni of Sydney. In her 1st year after going thru high school there and as usual, was burning the midnight oil to meet a deadline. Ha, somethings don't change!! I love her i love her i miss her i miss her!! ( That sounded so wrong but you know what I mean) :p
That short chat with her sorta made my ambition in life clear. I told her I didn't know what my goal in life was and I was just wandering aimlessly. Being such a great cousin, she gave me consolation and inspiration, thus showing me the light. I want to help people and reach out to them. I know precisely what I want to be now. I hope Shirrin convinces that professor guy to give us the internship..it may be the start of a fulfilling career choice.
~sallo
7:21 pm
