Something's up and I wanna know
Tuesday, March 08, 2005
I seriously think there are a lot of things going on behind my back. What bugs me the most are not the stories about me, but about the people around me that I care for. Okay, the ones about me HATING a particular classmate is totally over exaggerated. True- I don't like him/her, but I don't hate the person. Hate is really too strong a word. Hate is reserved for someone in SA choir. I have a feeling the over-exaggerated story got round to the unfortunate soul and now, so-and-so is not talking to me...not that I care, but it makes things VERY awkward. I didn't realise that so many people found out abt my distaste for the person until today..and then it occured to me why he/she has been avoiding any eye contact whatsoever with me. Oh well, I'm not going to clear things up. I'm too proud for that.
Now the one that I'm really fed-up over: IS THERE SOMETHING GOING ON BETWEEN 2 OF MY FRIENDS? It's perfectly fine if they want to couple-up or something but there is something ELSE that's not right. It's not just me that's noticed so I know I'm not paranoid...they're not happy about something (are they??) and both of them are distancing themselves. (Are they??) WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG. I know they've talked about it but the question is: Did they solve it?? (what is it??) It's spells trouble if they argue or if things become estranged...what will it do to the the rest of us friends? Notice the many brackets...we can't even place whats going on, thus the many queries. It quite saddens me to think that something is troubling them yet they won't confide in us. Nevertheless, it's solely up to them.
I miss Su sorely. The fun times we had!! I feel bad for ponning econs tutorial today, cos only 6 pple went...Mr Chua was apparently very disappointed in us and he's such a nice person. Darn, must work harder!!
~sallo
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