Big Fat Sigh
Monday, March 07, 2005
I sighed a lot today...the first day of back-to-schooling. I sighed bcos literally half my class are leaving. I sighed because I bonded really well with them today. I sighed bcos I knew I would miss them. I sighed because I couldn't get into VJ. SIGH.
I know there are others who got worse results than me and I should be grateful for my results, but looking at all the single-digiters around me, I can't help but feel a pang of jealousy. I mean, where did I go wrong? I'm seriously unhappy with where I am now, after attending a single lecture at RJC. There, I understood the lecturer PERFECTLY when she was talking about a completely new topic. Here, I'm bored senseless by the lecturer's ongoing drone that sounds greek. The teachers can really make a big difference in a student's learning process, you know. I wonder if I'm going to improve at all if the current school I am in is so un-conducive! I think I'm being mean and that's probably going over-board, but hey, it's just my current opinion.
On a lighter note, I played chess with Brandon (AGAIN) and I won (AGAIN)... yay!! Three times, man..you gotta practice harder! Never mind eldest bro, I know you were letting me win, right right?? :P Have yet to play with Jairus and Jonathan..shall beat them hands-down too. *ego* Went swimming today instead of going with the waterpolo team..free-and-easy...much more relaxing. Had fun and I'm contented for now...SIGH.
~sallo
8:21 pm
