SOBSIE!!!
Monday, February 28, 2005
My results suck!!! ARGHHHHHH.....daddy was so nice about it. That hurts twice as much than him being angry. My mum is super understanding. I love them both so much. I'd die a hundred times over for them if I had to.
I suppose I'll stay in SAJC...with my kind of results, I'd better make full use of the extra 2 bonus points that I get from staying on. Goodbye, VJC. I must work harder, i must work harder.....I must buy a textbook and start learning.
Watched Constantine today at PS, not bad, I really like Keanu's heck-care attitude...makes him look ultra cool. Repeating his words, " I'm Constantine..John Constantine, asshole." Freaking cool! I'd like to say that more often, except people'll think I'm mad. "Who the hell does she think she is???" Probably a nobody who wants to be a somebody..shall end here now. It's late.
~sallo
11:40 pm
Sigh...
Sunday, February 27, 2005
What drama... what fear..what a life. Can't believe the happenings on fri, so disappointed in people. Never mind that, i shan't brood on it anymore. Anyway, tmr is dooms-day and i'm not really panicking the way i think i shld be. Am I too apathic?? I think i'll be scared tmr, when i'm with all my pals and we're all freaking out tgt. Not much to say today..too depressed abt the way people are. Thank god for some good people left in the world.
~sallo
8:13 pm
After so long..
Thursday, February 24, 2005
Hey, I'm back after like a gazillion years. Haha, i can't keep up with this blog...dunno why i keep it! Anyway, since i'm here, I'm currently in SAJC and waiting (nervously) for the O level results (which are coming out on Monday)...don't know where I really want to go, though. SA is fun and I'm making so many new friends, BUT...will it offer me the education I need? My dad is so very against me going anywhere else but the top 5 JCs...the pressure is tremendous. He says he's embarrased to tell people that I'm in SAJC and he's extremely disappointed in me. He says to pursue a medical career because you earn a high income and get good recognition in society...even though I have no desire whatsoever to become a doctor. I can't make head or tail of it! Am I supposed to follow my dreams or live up to expectations because I love my parents so much?? I really don't want to disappoint them.
Apart from that, school actually rocks. True, I miss Crescent badly, but I'm coping well. Separation from a place you spent 4 years in, where you know everyone and where everyone knows you hurts...I miss all my friends. I have realised the multiple advantages of being in a girls school, but only after stepping into the co-ed JC, a tad too late. Firstly, you can do anything you like. (Eg: change in class, shout oneself hoarse abt girl things..) Secondly, you're equals. You don't have to feel the awkwardness during rough activities and be treated like the "weaker sex". Thirdly, you don't have to suffer crushes. I hate those things! They get me depressed and frustrated, so much so my friend actually said my temper has become short. I've gotten over the first one, but it's left me with a grudge against the person..that's how terrible things can become. I'm okay now tho, FYI. No more stupid nonsense anytime soon! (At least I'm trying) :D
Shall end here and go reflect on the day with a cup of hot choc. Hope I return soon!
~sallo
6:00 pm
